2 am in the middle of the night…my chest and my back is squeezing me …

the great anxiety…

I am afraid… I am vulnerable… I am lost…

will I be able to come back? Will I be able to continue? Will it continue? Will I lost it? Will it disappear or run away?

why is it so important? Why? Why can’t I lose it? Why am I afraid of losing it? Why am I anxious about it?

Bc the feeling of heart broken is unbearable…